Publisher's Synopsis
A utopia. Introvert and extrovert, abstract and logical, yin and yang. All equal. All unique. All blitzed out of their minds on ostensible performance enhancers, specific to each worker's task. Of course, no one feels blitzed-out. No one realizes there is a world beyond the mindless routine of their stagnant lives. No one left behind. Nothing to aspire toward. Harmony. Precisely how His Graciousness the Guide, ruler of Numara, wants things. Needs things.
So when Jathis Duruk, an agent of His Graciousness, is exposed to a consciousness-expanding chemical from off-world, it means the potential shattering of a fragile lie. Torn between duty and self-preservation, and pursued at every turn by a sadistic government agent with lust dripping from tooth and blade, Jathis Duruk embarks on a psychedelic journey to reclaim his shadow-self and overcome a mysterious force known as the Agonist of the Id, an amorphous entity that exhumes and amplifies the repressed thoughts of its victims. Its resting place: the asteroid field surrounding the whole of the Numaran solar system. The sole test of salvation. All who have tried have failed. All who enter must first be transformed. Only through the light of total self-acceptance. Only through the Mycomorphosis.